Got back from my hometown

mjr27 wrote:

Got back from my hometown a few days ago. The reason i came back so fast being that i wanted to study more. However this has not been the case this past few days, my mind just couldn’t concentrate on what i’m doin. I’m practically wasted.I wish i can still do what i used to do back in my hometown, i wish i can be the younger me when i could still study hardcore and get good grades. Get this clear, i’m not expecting to get back to the top so easily, i no it’s never easy to get back there and in fact i dun really care if i get back there or not. What i wanted was jes a good grade so that i can continue my studies and have some security checked for my future. I don’t wanna keep on wasting my life like this, but there’s just this pulling force for me to stay where i am at this current stage of my life. I pretty much wanted to move on but i just couldn’t do it anymore.

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